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...Easter Sunday 1973...
We walked
a hundred yards or so from our house in Chertsey Rise Stevenage to
Wendy's Mum and Dad's, with Martin, our six year old lad, in order to
exchange Easter Eggs. And sat down to watch a special Easter Day
broadcast from Ely Cathedral. It was a classical music concert, the
like of which I had never heard before - The London Symphony Orchestra
and a couple of massive choirs, conducted by Leonard Bernstein,
performing Mahler's Second, Resurrection Symphony. At the time I didn't
know anything about Mahler, probably hadn't even heard of him, if I'm
perfectly honest. I had no knowledge of his religious beliefs, but the
title of the symphony, The Resurrection, was fitting for Easter Day,
and the music unfolded through majesty, to an overwhelming climax which
still makes me cry (in my own way, with no tears) whenever I listen to
one of the three versions I have on CD, and, of course, watch the
magnificent DVD of the actual concert from Ely Cathedral, with the
diminutive Bernstein on top form, conducting one of the greatest
symphonies ever written.
It didn't matter that the symphony had nothing to do with Christ's
resurrection from death following his crucifixion on what we now call
Good Friday. The music had been written by someone who was in touch
with God - there are a number of composers who, in my opinion, have
drawn their inspiration from a close intimacy with the Almighty -
that's what I believed then, listening to this most holy of music on
Christ's holy day, and it's what I believe now - that Gustav Mahler,
more than any other composer, had been in touch with God when it came
to writing his music. Years of not bothering about religion brought my
own personal beliefs flooding back. It's possible, of course, to enjoy
the music per se, but for me, if it brings tears to your eyes
(difficult for me at the worst of times, because I have tear ducts that
produce no fluid whatsoever), then there is something special about it.
And whenever I hear the Resurrection symphony, I think of all the
people and dogs I have had in my life and who are no longer in it -
they've passed away, passed out of my life, although never forgotten.
My Dad used to say that when a family member died, it was usually
because God needed them elsewhere, for some other purpose, and their
time here on Earth was over. Sometimes it was cut short - he himself
died very young, at the age of sixty-four, the result of overwork,
sheer exhaustion and a weakened heart because of a lifetime of smoking.
God definitely needed him somewhere else, that's for sure - but more
than we needed him? Not sure about that. But back to the music.
I remember sitting in the little office that passed for the technical
library at Hawker Siddeley Dynamics in Stevenage - Space Town as it was
known - where I was the Technical Librarian, and listening to two
senior scientist-engineers talking about classical music, about
composers like Stockhausen and Hindemith. I knew nothing about them,
and after hearing the hideous cacophonies that they had composed, I was
pleased to let it remain that way, and managed to forget all about
them. I had so wanted to join in with their conversation, but my
classical music knowledge was severely limited back then. Now, in 1973,
I had more knowledge of classical music than before, and could add
Gustav Mahler to my list. I made a point of asking for Mahler
recordings for every birthday and Christmas, but I didn't get round to
the eighth until a few years later, by which time I was familiar with
all of Mahler's work except for the "Symphony of a Thousand". When I
eventually did listen to it, I discovered the other piece of music that
always makes me cry. The eighth has a finale that to me sounds like the
opening of Heaven and all of the choirs of angels begin to sing with a
joy that is only described in music by that one composer, Mahler. I've
seen it written by people that Mahler's music is sickly-sweet and
"schmaltzy". I think those people are blinkered, and don't open their
hearts to it properly.
I remember once, when Mum and Dad came to visit us in Stevenage - it
would have been in 1980, the year Dad died, and I proudly showed him my
LP recording of Mahler's Third, and started to play it for him, telling
him how I had "discovered" something quite special in musical terms.
Mahler's Third is a giant of a symphony, probably the longest of his
symphonies, and contains some of the most glorious music ever written.
Dad was totally unmoved by it, and I realised he was not interested in
listening to it. His musical interests centred on Bach (especially his
Brandenburg Concerti), and Beethoven. Nothing later than Beethoven. I
realise now that he had closed his mind to the superb, mind-blowing
beauty of Chopin's Second Piano Concerto; to Puccini's magnificent
singing in Boheme and Turandot; to Wagner's Ring Cycle and Parsifal; to
Bruckner's awesome Seventh Symphony; and to Richard Strauss's Alpine
Symphony and the Four Last Songs. I felt sorry for him, but he was
unmoved by the romantic composers, and I never got the chance to
discuss it with him, because later in 1980, he had a massive heart
attack and died. Whilst his funeral was taking place, there was a
concert on Radio 3 in which they played Mahler's Resurrection Symphony,
which comforted me greatly, and I thought of Dad's journey to the great
unknown, and sang the symphony to myself, in my head, as the service
progressed. This is something I have in common with the great
Liverpudlian conductor, Sir Simon Rattle - there is always music in my
head, during every waking minute. It doesn't matter if it's Jeff Lynne
singing "Midnight Blue", or Mahler's Resurrection Symphony - there is
always music in my head, even while I'm talking to a family member or a
shop assistant or a friend with a dog while I'm out with Skipper (who
celebrates his fifteenth birthday today, April 15th, as I'm writing
this piece. Update:
Skipper sadly passed away the following day, April 16th after a
gloriously long and happy life with us). But as usual, I
digress. Mahler opened the floodgates to my classical music knowledge.
I discovered Shostakovich, Barber, the Chopin piano concerti, (as close
to heaven as you'll get!); Rachmaninov (the slow movement of his second
symphony is for me [and for Wendy, my wife of 55 years] the most
romantic piece of music ever written); to Sibelius (his second symphony
and violin concerto are unbelievable!); and when Classic FM started
broadcasting, the floodgates opened even further. Nowadays, when I vote
for the annual Hall of Fame, my choices are always Mahler's Eighth,
Shostakovich's Seventh (of which more later) and Howard Shore's amazing
score to the Lord of the Rings trilogy. Of course, other music than
classical was still important to me. I never lost sight of my Acker
Bilk and his Paramount Jazz Band, or of Django Reinhardt and the
Quintette du Hot Club de France, for example. Again in the 1970s, it
would have been 1973, I heard Kenny Everett (second greatest ever radio
DJ, after the great Terry Wogan) playing Mr Blue Sky, and I got
together enough money to buy the Out of the Blue album when it was
released. In fact, being a friend of the manager of Stevenage Record
Centre, I was lucky enough to get the point of sale material for Out of
the Blue, which comprised a six-foot high stand and an enormous out of
the Blue spaceship... Nowadays, Jeff Lynne is my top favourite popular
musician. I should say here that the Beatles are in a league of their
own, a bit like Blackadder when it comes to situation comedy. It goes
without saying that I worshipped the Beatles, back in the early 1960s,
and still do. Jeff Lynne was the natural successor to the Beatles and
for me he can do nothing wrong; the same goes for Bobby Darin, Gerry
Rafferty, and Harry Nielsen. Out of the Blue was nothing short of
brilliant. And the genius of Jeff Lynne still shines today. For me,
popular music stopped dead when ELO stopped playing, and started again
when Jeff Lynne resurrected ELO in the noughties.
It was on
this day, the
day I was writing this piece for the nostalgia page, that my best
friend, my gorgeous tricolour border Collie Skipper passed away, and I
haven't been in the mood to carry on with it yet, because my waking
hours have been all about coming to terms with his passing, with
looking through the thousands of photos I've taken of him (and Holly)
through the years, and of thinking about him and how he and Holly
brought so much joy into our lives. I will be carrying on with my
musical reminiscences in the June issue of Books Monthly, and once I've
finished that, I have some pieces planned about the books that shaped
my life back in the 1950s and 1960s... If you haven't yet got round to
reading my piece about Skipper on the front page of this issue, then
you won't know how much I've been affected by Skipper's passing... It's
knocked me for a loop, to borrow a phrase from Stephen King, but my
memories of the fifties and sixties are as sharp as ever and I'll be
back with more reminiscences next month - promise!
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The Front Page
Children's Books
Fiction books
Fantasy & Science Fiction
Nonfiction Books
The Silent Three
The Four Marys
Living with Skipper
Nostalgia
Acker Bilk Sleeve Notes
Pen and Sword Books
Sundays with Tarzan
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